The last few days have kind of been a blur. Im attempting to aux pioneer. Going going going. Non-stop. It adds up so fast. Paul is always telling us to "Ponder of these things." Spend alone time figuring it all out. Doing our homework, in our room, like a child in school.
I have decided this is INSANELY important. I can spend 45 minutes jogging or exercising, and (although) I feel physically capable of carrying the load, it does nothing for me emotionally or spiritually. I can hide away and push paint around a canvas until I come up with a masterpiece, but im a very stingy, in that once I get going on this I dont want to stop until completion. So any interruptions of "mama..." I just walk away feeling down and uncompleted.
Then theres studies. Our beautiful, wonderful, delicious studies.....
I could spend HOURS upon HOURS upon HOURS, licking my fingertip, and going back for more.
Every time I study something, 5 minutes or 6 hours, I come out feeling like a muscle bound Olympic athlete ready to take on my own competition. Completely confident and ready to win.
Satan can not wear on me. He has no power what so ever. When I study, and rejuvenate my spirituality; I feel like Im shinning my armor up. In front of him, as he's trying to intimidate me in some cowardly way. As I just sit there, buffing my suit of armor. "Are you done? Cuz, I have service. Excuse me." LOL!
My mini goal this week: Study every day for at least 5 minutes. Let Jehovahs word in, so I can stand tall.
Beatiful, baby keep up the good work and always look ahead. The new system, kids going back to school, pioneering. Jehovah always gives us something to do and something to dream of.
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