Thursday, July 29, 2010

Amazing how it all fits....

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Sometimes I wonder- How am I going to make all this work? This and that, dont forget to, oh yea--I forgot I had to pick up, Maybe for dinner we should, Gotta study this, and I wanted to do that and....and.....and...

And no matter how I do the math nothing fits.

But When I serve Jehovah first, everything else works out. I feel so good about serving Jehovah all morning, that i have all this energy to keep going all afternoon. 
And everything seems to fit, perfectly.

How wonderful! 



Sticking with It...

....Always trusting in Jehovah......


I have service today. Infact, I have early morning service today.

To your left, you will see what I want to do. Add 3 kids snuggled in tight, with the tv quietly playing some animated movie. The older kids, draped over the younger kids, as everyone snuggles into one giant heap of happy snugglebug-ness..... LOL

LOVE IT.

But; I will save that warm idea for another day.
Today, I have service.

So, I will make today a day of celebration. As if the CO was out, and it was super exciting and such a privilege to be a part of it.... which is all true.

Me, my little ones, a wonderful sister and probably a dozen more with become busy in the Lord, and exhausted in pleasure, laughter and fun. Is there anything better?



But first.....



The carmelly swirlly coffeely mochay deliciousy wonderfulness to start my day........

and nice long prayer.......

"Ponder of these things"

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

       The last few days have kind of been a blur. Im attempting to aux pioneer. Going going going. Non-stop. It adds up so fast. Paul is always telling us to "Ponder of these things." Spend alone time figuring it all out. Doing our homework, in our room, like a child in school.
        I have decided this is INSANELY important. I can spend 45  minutes jogging or exercising, and (although) I feel physically capable of carrying the load, it does nothing for me emotionally or spiritually. I can hide away and push paint around a canvas until I come up with a masterpiece, but im a very stingy, in that once I get going on this I dont want to stop until completion. So any interruptions of "mama..." I just walk away feeling down and uncompleted.
         Then theres studies. Our beautiful, wonderful, delicious studies.....


 
I could spend HOURS upon HOURS upon HOURS, licking my fingertip, and going back for more.

Every time I study something, 5 minutes or 6 hours, I come out feeling like a muscle bound Olympic athlete ready to take on my own competition. Completely confident and ready to win.

Satan can not wear on me. He has no power what so ever. When I study, and rejuvenate my spirituality; I feel like Im shinning my armor up. In front of him, as he's trying to intimidate me in some cowardly way. As I just sit there, buffing my suit of armor. "Are you done? Cuz, I have service. Excuse me." LOL!

My mini goal this week: Study every day for at least 5 minutes. Let Jehovahs word in, so I can stand tall.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Tonights beautiful dinner brought to you by the one and only KORAL MARTIN



....Always trusting in Jehovah......

I am so proud of my beautiful daughter! She made (from scratch!!)

Cheese Broccoli soup.......





Roasted Garlic bread..... (From scratch!!!)




A beautiful Italian Meat sauce......




Ahhhhhh.... And it was all sooooo yummy!!!! She is really becoming an EXCELLENT cooK!
Oh goodess me! I am so proud of her!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

To see the world from a babies viewpoint...

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

  The young gentle innocence of a child. We can learn so much from a babies outlook on life. Little discoveries, big smiles, learning, laughing, embracing, and cuddling. Could you imagine walking down NY main street, smiling and laughing and seeing the world as such a beautiful place?! Someone does something mean, and you breakout in a full blown "Waaaaaa" and they feel bad, and they hug and say sorry. And then you and the mean person began to play with whatever fits in our hand. Wouldnt the world be wonderful?!

The Gentle Stern Hand



                                                         ....Always trusting in Jehovah......


There is such thing as being tough on a little one, and making them frit and fret over a task, and embracing them when they complete a job. Tough love. But a loving hand. A stern talking to, and cookies and milk. A child will embrace you when you embrace them.

Embracing motherhood


....Always trusting in Jehovah......

 
To give the time....

What is required of motherhood?
Should I make a list?
I dont think a list is necessary. Anyone who every desired, wanted or has been a mother knows this list. Its a beautiful list, that Jehovah gave us, that is made up in our DNA. We know what to do, even when never done before. We know how, with limited means. We want to, because it feels good in our heart. We cuddle, because they coo's. We tickle, because they giggle. We feed, because they "mmmm...yummy." All these things come naturally. The scriptures say "Lack of natural affection."

Natural.....

Affection....

Something that comes NATURALLY. Breathing comes naturally. Bathroom breaks come naturally. Walking, writing, blinking, digesting, growing, etc all come naturally. And apparently...AFFECTION. comes naturally. 

Affection: A gentle feeling of fondness 

Naturally having a gentle feeling of fondness. I have seen deers, give birth in the wild. She rocks and walks and out plops this little fawn. She licks and cuddles and coos and provides for the young. It had to be the most gentle thing I've ever seen. Even a mother cat. She will purr after her birth. A welcoming song to her young, as they learn to suckle. 

Could a mother deer walk away from her young? Can she have LACK of natural affection?





How sad to deny such a special gift that Jehovah has given.




Proverbs 31 is so beautiful because it just a simple reminder of who we are as women. 
The things that we should naturally embrace. 



A friendship that makes you appreciate Jehovah...

 

....Always trusting in Jehovah......


There is a scripture in the bible that says that a friend can be "closer than a brother." 


Recently, Jehovah has blessed me with dear friend. She is such a joy to be around. I think, besides the obvious reasons we hang out, we have so many similar goals in life right now. 


We both desire to be wonderful wives. We both love children of all ages, and we both desire to serve Jehovah fully. Old people make us laugh, and young people make us want to help them. We both want to spoil everyone who does right, and smack everyone who is acting stupid. 


She has a husband that wonderfully represents Jehovah and desires the happiness of his wife. I could go on and on... but I have scrambled eggs to make :)


I prayed last year, for a friend that I could confide in. One whom, I could complain about my husband and kids and not worry about changing my friends viewpoint of who my husband is. Someone who could let me vent then carry on a perfectly happy conversation with every one I complained about. (LOL). And Jehovah blessed me. 
I thank Jehovah for her all the time. 


I hope that she feels the same way. 


Sometimes we rely upon people in our lives that dont appreciate Jehovah. What a scary boat to row. The waters are unfamiliar and the captain rows differently than Jehovah. Things dont pan out the way you had hoped...... Theres a scripture for that. LOL 


Again, appreciation for Jehovah giving me my dear friend, who loves Jehovah and has the courage, strength, loyalty and love to say "Hey, um... thats not right...". 


The scripture is being played out right now. "A friend, closer than a brother." 

Yesterday, Today and tomorrow....

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

I have been very busy serving Jehovah. Friday: service. There was that slight distraction of lack of self-control and emotions that night. But, Jehovah blessed me with a beautiful husband; he knew what I needed. 


Saturday was blooming with opportunities to serve Jehovah. We went out in service all morning, ran home to grab a bite to eat, then ran to the Kingdom Hall to clean our lovely place of worship. I imagine it like having the privilege of polishing the alter. (*Heart*) 


Then we all piled into the car and ran to the park for the rest of the afternoon. Where we played, associated and joked with fellow believers. 


Then we went to a dear friends house to have dinner, and associate SOME MORE!!! 


It seems like from the moment we awoke, to the moment we went to bed we worked and enjoyed Jehovahs organization. What a wonderful day!


Today; being Sunday, has a lazy, well-deserved day off for the family. We are already looking forward to the meeting and wt study, but were also looking forward to staying in out comphy clothes. 


Tomarrow; cleaning day. whoo-hoo. My house needs it! 

Friday, July 23, 2010

Special Training

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

I was given an assignment! How exciting! It is a very long assignment, around 20 years of devotion, deep loyalty and devotion.

The job skills are unbelievable hard, and I may not succeed in it every day. But the over all job will be beneficial and successful.

The job: Raising Followers of Jehovah.
Approx. length of mission: Current day- Armageddon

I was given a few nifty tools for the job. Simply because my boss knew that doing this job on my own, with my two hands with impossible! So he gave me some reliable tools that will never fail.

What a special, wonderful mission that stands before me (heart).

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Exhaustion...

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Package A is big.
Package B is medium sized.
Package C is considerably smaller, but still rather mighty.
Package D is small but annoying
Package E is a joy


Package F, G, H and I are only every other day.

When I look at my calendar, it is a frightening thing. If my goal is to serve Jehovah so purely, and continuously, how come all these other packages keep coming up with situations that require IMMEDIATE RESPONSE?!
The cure to my symptoms: Prayer.
To be specific : Prayer about serving Jehovah.
And no doubt, Jehovah will hear me, and all those "Very important things." Will be very minor.
I have simplified my life enough to know that all the above packages are things that will not go away in a years time. So each package should be well cared for and maintained accordingly.

So again, Balance comes up. (See the above picture for a visual.) :)

Balancing everything under my roof, and around my life, and for Jehovah.
It is possible. Jehovah wouldnt offer Aux. Pioneering slips if it was impossible.

Now, focusing on the above title......Exhaustion.....
When a person is exhausted they start getting a loopy and goofy. Goal: Do not become Exhausted.

Goal: Serve Jehovah in such a joyous way that others are going to want to know "What she's on."

Jehovah has created this amazing weekly schedule for us, to endure the trials and tribulations ahead and happening now. If we just rely upon Jehovah and his way of doing things, serving him will be successful and easy. No, one step ahead of easy--- Joyful!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

July 19th 2010 Service

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Me, my 3 little ones, a young adult, My dear friend, and another brother all piled into a car and went to work apartments. The weather was hot. The smiles were warm. And the the spirituality was smoken. :)
We did the NH at the apartments, and the car group got 2 calls. :) My oldest said "Good morning, have you ever wondered what Gods name is?" then she waited for the response. He said "God." She said, "Well, lets see what the bible says. Here at Ps 83:18...." and then she asked him "What does the bible say Gods name is?" And the man responded with "Jehovah." Besides being so proud of her, for following the suggestion on the KM. Hearing this man, who I have NO IDEA where he's at in his life, say "Jehovah." It was like music to my ears.

Sometimes, when I hear someone I do not know very well call out my name, I immediately turn (My ears are perked). "Who's calling me?" I wonder. I wonder if Jehovah does the same. This man, did not know Gods name. And he used it out loud yesterday for the first time!

I wonder how Jehovah feels about that. Music to his ears? "ma...ma...ma....maa..mmmmaaaaa..." Is music to mine. "da...da..dada....da....." Is music to my husbands.....

Just a thought...

Another day, another opportunity

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Yesterday our family served Jehovah fully. And today, we plan on doing it again! We have service plans from 9-12. The brothers gave us permission to discreetly place old mags at Nh. So all of our mag counts have gone up immensely! It dosent mean much, other than the fact that if feels good to come home with empty bags. :)

Its 6 am and I took my morning hour to study for tonights meeting. Im set up and mentally pumped to serve Jehovah greatly.

It will be a wonderful day! xo xo

Monday, July 19, 2010

Talking to Children about S...(gulp)...E....(Blush).....X (AHHHHHH)

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

The daily text for today talks about immoral relations with the opposite sex. Which is vital food for those who are leaning in that direction. Is it good food for a child? Probably not. At what age is this daily text, food?! Well, my oldest is going into JR HIGH! So, we know where babies come from and we know how babies are made. Now begins the conversations about (gulp) the hormones behind relations. How to juggle the feelings of wanting the opposite sex. How to understand that not every time someone looks at you means they "love you." Even if they say they love you. Oh boy. Im going to pray about this and then Im going to take this, one daily text at a time!

Organizing life for Jehovah

....Always trusting in Jehovah......
Last night, my sweet, patient hubby helped me to reorganize my life so I can serve Jehovah more.
We scheduled life all the way until next September.
He was so amazing...
I said "Yea.. But... Kids time off...." and he put some numbers on a paper. Then I said "Yea But....Cleaning day and dr...appointments...and dentist..." He smiled and wrote down some more numbers. I said "I dont want to drag the kids around for hours and hours and....." He smiled and did some math.
   Then he showed me what he came up with. BEAUTIFUL. A few hours here, a few hour there. And TA DAAAAA Pioneering by September. I will be Aux pioneering all this year, then by next year I should be doing 17 hours a week like its completely natural!  My dear wonderful hubby!!! xoxox Then next mental hurdle: Sticking with it!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

wonderful Coffee.....


....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Without coffee, I would look like the above. In fact, I would probably act like the above. Frazzled, over stimulated cat. A twitch in my eye, that smoked of "Beware or die." But with coffee, Im more like...



THIS! Ready to take on the world. Smile on my face. Ready to go. Stop. Go. Stop. Turn-- do--seeeeeeee- doooo. :)


I really hope coffee is in the new system. LOL .

Saturday, July 17, 2010

And to understand each one.......

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

What a wonderful group of Elders and servants we have in our little congregation. I am not a Shepard. Nor, do I think I would EVER qualify if Jehovah permitted. My mouth is TOO BIG, and my logic is TOO SMALL. :)

But a round of applause goes to the men that run that congregation. Each situation, so unique. Each person, so unique. No two situations are the same. Maybe similar, but still individualized.

And still, these brothers juggle the lives and love and loyalty of their spirituality and their hope, and their love and their friendship. Then they go home and handle life at home, whatever the case may be.

Then they go to work. And handle whatever that may be.

Dont forget studies.

So, a day off (truly a day off) is quite welcomed. I made it a personal goal of mine, to thank every elder and M.Servent for all the hard work they do. I wish I could give them all the dream vacation they deserve. But, I have to many mouths to feed. (lol). So, a pretty card and an invitation to dinner is what they are going to receive. Hopefully they will say "yes" and come enjoy a night to hang out.

Mornings....

....Always trusting in Jehovah......

Get up. Go. Hurry. You late. Go. Go. Go. 






OK.... Will do... Just need 6 more seconds of bliss...


5...


4..




3...


2...


OK Im UP! Here I am ready to go. Today my kids are in order. The house is destroyed, but everyones happy. Service today. And chores this afternoon. 
To wake up to such a happy house.  Have to run... babies on the run... and im typing... makes no sense. Happy day. 

Friday, July 16, 2010

Goodbye dear Friend




Our dearest puppy and Loyal companion passed away yesterday. He died of natural causes in the comfort of our home. He simply went outside and laid out in sun and fell asleep. The children came upon him, and yelled "Theres something wrong with Ty." I calmly got up, and knew. I had been expecting it. I was hoping nothing grotesque or toooo hard to see was going to happen. Sure enough, Ty's loyaltist puppy Billy was the first to find him. And to Billys own benifit, Ty looked like he was sleeping. He helped me wrap him in a sheet and we said our goodbyes. Billy cried for most the day. I reminded him over and over that no dog could ask for a better life, or a better death. I dont know if he understands, but Im sure it will stick with him for a life time. I will be interested to hear his perspective on this story when he's 25. I will miss my loyal stud of a dog. Jehovah is amazing to grant us the privilege to love creatures, and to feel so loved when they are loyal back.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Routine

I awoke this morning, happy baby in hand. (Heart). Plopped the baby in the living room, with a few small quiet toys and headed for the kitchen. Made my delious iced coffee which took about 3-5 minutes. All the while, listening to my little one sing and talk. Then I came back into the livingroom and got the warmest welcome from a very secure baby. She knew I was coming back. She knew, every morning, mama gets coffee. Then we watch a show, and munch on yummies. Then we get dressed etc etc etc. What about those babies, that have no routine, thus less security. Which, in the morning, as part of my routine *smile* is to meditate on Jehovah. So I began to think about Jehovah's routine. How we are made in his image, thus being creatures of routine. So I thought "What does Jehovah do everyday, no matter what?"
I came up with : Sunrise, sunset, tides, rotation of the earth and all alining planets, seasons along with all season changes, watchtower studies, TMS, bible readings, Kingdom hall cleanings....etc.
It seems like everything he does, is routine in one way or another. Even the way he saves people. How wonderful.
        My husband is constantly telling me I am to schedule bound. "Honey, want to go to the flea market?" And even though I am a stay-at-home mama, I simply reply "I will try to schedule you in." :) Jehovah says to be proud of the work you do with your hands, and I try so diligently to make my husband and Jehovah proud of me, for the work I do at home.
     If I had a job, lets say some big-shot executive job with my own office, and black heels, and assistant to get me my Starbucks every morning, the chances of me taking the job seriously is 100%. I would never half-fast do anything. I would want my projects, papers, costumers, employees, boss,car, clothes etc to show my level of position. I would take every meeting seriously. I would take every situation as if it was the most important aspect of the day. All of my clients would feel as if they were the only ones I ever paid attention to. But, I dont work in a 50 story building. Infact, I own a single story home. :)
    But, happily, everything I do,  reflects my appreciation , my love, my loyalty, my respect and my devotion to Jehvoah and my family. I dont like triple cheese shells in alfredo sauce with italian sausage. Its toooooo creamy. (blah.) But, my husband does, so I happy stand at the stove and create this most delicious meal, and serve to him with a "Ta-da" (angelically sung) , smile. He'll wolf it down, and ask if he can finish mine.... "Please do dear." :)
   I treat each person under my roof, and Jehovahs, as if they are the only one that matters to me.
I have been blessed with a wonderful home, and wonderful children, and a fantastic husband. Why shouldn't I take my job seriously?! I view it as disrespectful, if i ignore my children, my husband or my job.
  Focusing back on the subject of: Routine. :) There are so many people that say they "create as they go." They are "Free of the organizer." They do "what they want WHEN they want." My response:
"Thats nice, what does your baby have to say about that? Dose she cry when you walk out of the room? How does your spouse feel about your causal attitude toward life?"

      There are men that love that free-loving-stop-for-noone women. I am happy to say, my husband loves a warm meal at 5pm. And im happy to start cooking at 4pm.

Boring? no. :) Theres to much laughter and happiness to be boring.
Am I board? No. :) Theres tooo much to do.
Blessed? 100%

Sunday, July 4, 2010

The atmosphere we create

It is quite amazing how one's emotional devotion or lack there of, can affect the lives of so many people. The act of love, the kindness of a touch, a warm embrace when the cake was stuck to the pan and you just cant figure out WHY! A giggle from a little girl.... a tail wagging in acceptance, your loved one looking back at you. Love, because you can. Never love, in hopes of expecting anything back. Jehovah gave us the ability to love, we should use it with the upmost respect and do it freely.